Instantly, my critter brain (a part of our brains that screws things up for your development because it’s only interested in your survival and could care less about your happiness) kicks in -Īwesome, what do you do now? You’ve tried it before, it didn’t work, so it’s bullshit. It’s all up to me and not some random people, circumstances, and situations. I can do whatever I want to experience things differently. So, God and The Universe gave me a kick in a butt.Īnd there it hit me: Life happens not to you, but for you and BY YOU. Recognize this wonderful feeling and behavior which is called BEATCHING? LOL While complaining about how unfair life is My soul longs to spread the wings and fly, do what I love most of all! Instead, I do, do, do and then DO more while my head is stuck in the sand. LIFE HAPPENS FOR YOU AND BY YOU, NOT TO YOU. It took 18 months, or to be frankly honest, my entire life to FINALLY really experience the truth: Today I am as calm as still water of a lake. Like if those things really would make a difference. Or should I get another job? Of what should I stop allowing myself? Or where can I cut down on things that are important to me? And all the other “sacrifices” to make sure we don't go broke and f*ck up our credit history completely. Which for me looks like running around like a chicken without a head, frantically thinking about how to "get" more clients now. Just about 6 months ago I would have been stressed, Half a year ago I would have freaked out, we have over $120k in debt (yep, I just wrote it for the WHOLE world to see), huge bills to pay every month and he got laid off. This is the 3rd time in a row in the past year and a half that we are going through work "not working out". My husband got fired (a big fat period right in this sentence). (Stuck in your problems? AKA - don’t want to learn your lesson) Life happens FOR you and BY you, not To you.
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